Well. I was supposed to go to the Neurologist today, sadly that didn't happen, which sucks because I still don't know why I have seizures. I'm comfortable with this Dilantin though, it's comforting and comfortable. Mah.

Um not much is going on. I think I have a problem with being nice to people though. I always get in trouble for being FRIENDS with guys. I mean honestly...it's not my fault. So what guys like to hang out with me more than you, it's because I don't LIKE them. It's so much easier to be friend with everyone.

Although this one is a complete rah. Seriously, Darrick, this dude I met at Wes' party was so cool to begin with, quiet at first, then we talked a few times and texted and he's all like "LETS HANG OUT!!" and then never comes through, in fact he doesn't even answer his phone, no just with me but with Wes too. If he got a whiff that I liked him he's wrong, he's just cool and exciting I guess, and disposable--it's really his choice innit. But it's frustrating for me to hear "well we are all going over to yours, and Derrick too" then waiting for him. Pah, I'm not waiting anymore.

I better get going, the sooner I get home the sooner I can pay my bills the Sooner I will be poor and helpless. Thanks. I'm okay with it though.

Tee Tee Why Ell

Well hey, its' been a while, I know.

Updates...Megan and Wes have been dating for a month now. They are a cute couple. He really likes her. She likes him, it seems good. There is some drama there, there are times when girls that like him act in mysterious ways...but nothing Meg can't handle. I think sometimes, Wes gets a little overwhelmed with the amount of drama going on.

Robin is cool. I don't know what happened to her, it's Tuesday and I've been trying to get a hold her since Sunday. If she is intentionally ignoring my calls, I shall be very pissed off to say the least. As it's selfish to disappear like that and worry everyone. FOR TWO DAYS!! Besides, I miss my friend.

I've noticed something lately. I have a lot less drama than I used to. I'm pride myself on it now. Everyone else's problems are soooo small compared to the sick and dying. I mean honestly, I feel like there needs to be a list:

STUPID THINGS TO GET MAD ABOUT:
Boys
Girls
Gossip
Little things- being right ALL THE TIME

This pretty much sums up stupidity at it's greatest.

Anyway back to myself. I've been good to myself, not letting other people effect how I feel and I've been good to other people. I'm not trying to praise myself, in fact is was Wes telling me that I have a lot less drama and that I am more laid back now, and he also said John had mentioned it too, if you knew me before you would be proud that little Annie is getting her life together.

I spoke to John Adams about some stuff. He is a cool guy ya know. We think a lot in same way. Especially about dating and relationships. The coolest thing is though, he's a handsome fella and a nice guy but--I am not interested in him. This has been happening with a lot of guys I know. Which is cool, that way I'm not that stupid girl, whining over a guy. :)

Iliana rock, the past two shows I went to were awesome. The one on Friday was a blast from my past, I saw Heather Jackson and I also saw Ryan Tobin. Oh man, I love that guy, we've been through a lot together, and when I say together I mean as in he was right there with me. He actually helped me get over Johnny. And we kissed once. Haha.

I met these two cool guys. They are fun to hang out with, hopefully one of em will call and hang out again, we have since I met em, but me being stupid invites them to everything. So, I guess I won't anymore. I'll just wait for a call.

I have discovered...well read:

Psalm 31:5-10

 ⁵Into thine hand I commit my spirit: thou hast redeemed me, O LORD God of truth.

 ⁶I have hated them that regard lying vanities: but I trust in the LORD.

 ⁷I will be glad and rejoice in thy mercy: for thou hast considered my trouble; thou hast known my soul in adversities;

 ⁸And hast not shut me up into the hand of the enemy: thou hast set my feet in a large room.

 ⁹Have mercy upon me, O LORD, for I am in trouble: mine eye is consumed with grief, yea, my soul and my belly.

 ¹⁰For my life is spent with grief, and my years with sighing: my strength faileth because of mine iniquity, and my bones are consumed.

 ¹¹I was a reproach among all mine enemies, but especially among my neighbours, and a fear to mine acquaintance: they that did see me without fled from me.

 ¹²I am forgotten as a dead man out of mind: I am like a broken vessel.

 ¹³For I have heard the slander of many: fear was on every side: while they took counsel together against me, they devised to take away my life.

 ¹⁴But I trusted in thee, O LORD: I said, Thou art my God.

 ¹⁵My times are in thy hand: deliver me from the hand of mine enemies, and from them that persecute me.

 ¹⁶Make thy face to shine upon thy servant: save me for thy mercies' sake.

 ¹⁷Let me not be ashamed, O LORD; for I have called upon thee: let the wicked be ashamed, and let them be silent in the grave.

 ¹⁸Let the lying lips be put to silence; which speak grievous things proudly and contemptuously against the righteous.

 ¹⁹Oh how great is thy goodness, which thou hast laid up for them that fear thee; which thou hast wrought for them that trust in thee before the sons of men!

AMEN, time to run home to AS THE WORLD TURNS dunt dunt duuuh!

Beau (aka, Annie)

So I haven't been doing well lately. Well I appear well sometimes. There are some things going on with my family that puts meunder a lot of stress. Mainly, I am very angry and bitter about certain people and confused. My mom and dad suggest I talk to pastor tomorrow. I may just do that. Who knows.

Other than that things are good. Wes went on a date with Megan. At first I was really happy for her, then I got doubts. I was afriad that one may hurt the other. Like Megan is gorgeous, and sweet, she could pretty much date anyone she liked. So I was a lil worried that since Wes has been getting a lot of attention lately that she is just doing the, "Everyone likes him so I want him" thing. Then I felt bad because if she really does like him--what if she takes things too seriously? You know like, what if he just wanted to get to know her and talk to her and she takes it as "we're boyfriend and girlfriend"..that would be a kick in the face. Then I felt bad for him--if that did happen because he would never intentionally hurt someone...and that also she could easily chew him up and spit him out. It's not the highlight of my week, it's just other peoples drama I observe. I curious to see how it comes out.

Me, Megan and Robi are going to have a mega sleep over tonight!! It's going to be so fun, pizza junk and icecream! And we will talk about obys and watch stupid movies. I will get to talk about my upcoming dates. One is a guy I wasn't friends with really, just met hima  few times and he wanted to see me again. One is a guy that I think I kinda like but we don't hang out much but he does talk to me a lot, and I met him once, then on the second time I met him he got my number. And the last one is just with a friend. So that will be fun. Sometimes when cute boys ask me out it's almost like TV how things happen and turn out.

Oh and Wes is going to help me in 4's tomorrow. I think my class will LOVE him!! He's real good with kids too so that will be cool. I just hope he doesn't think I'm a moron because I do alot of things to make them laugh. You know what I mean like it seriously it a complete different side of me.

I should go. I ahve to get ready for tonight and I think I will make a box for tonight!! With snack, lotion, nail polish...boy girls articles from teen mags!

I love Katie Kupfer.

Here are some pics of me.

Well this will be a quick one. Nothing fun is really happening. I am a superdude HERO now! Challenge me!! I'm LIL MISS UNSTABLE on http://www.superdudes.net I have 2 heads.

Other than that we are celabrating fall tomorrow night.

Over and out.

Currently Listening I Am Hollywood By He Is Legend see related

I had a great weekend. Let's see. Saturday night went well. I went to the show, Eric picked me up at like 6, lol. Pretty early. I was still getting ready, he was just watching me, saying how cool my hair looked. Nice fella, so I walk outside to find that the top is down, that was refreshing, haha, that would be funny if he was trying to impress me, it's cute.

Anyway. He took a look at my engine, good news, the head gasket is still in tact. Well, I didn't crack it. He said he would flush my radiator and change my oil. So that's nice of him. 

Then we were off to pick Nate up. We were talking about cars, of course, he is a guy, and he said when he gets a manual he will show me how to drive it. That would be nice as I will probably buy a new car this time next year and manuals are so much cheaper and hardxcore. I offered to jump in the back but Eric was like "No sit up here, he can sit back there." I offered because Nate hurt his back. But Nate was okay with jumping in the back so we were off. He got there and arrived at the Mudhouse.

Robi McPatty was there doing homework. What a goofball. Me and Eric and Nate wanted to head to Jimmy Johns to get some grub, Robi wanted to come but she didn't like sandwiches. I wasn't sure what to do. But I did know that I needed some batteries so Kenz escorted us to a place I could get some. On out way to Jimmy Johns we ran into my hot sexy brother Joey and his cool as wife Diana, her freaking awesome sister Chelle and the photographer Scott Blevins. So we decided to go with them, we went to Harpos. It was ok, someone sat the middle of me and a cute boy but I forgive her because she is really blond ()..

the waitress sucked and didn't even acknowledge my order when I told her TWICE what it was. So I didn't eat anything and I hadn't eaten since 10:30 am. Robi offered me her fries bless her heart but who want to eat cold fries with chunky cheese. Ew. I declined and made Eric feel bad haha.

We got to the show. It was great. I did the WINDMILL in the pit!! Hahaha. People were clapping. I headbanged so hard. I stretched several times before and after. So I met up with some of Eric's friends, Lainey and Britney. I've met them before, I used to go to awanas with them. But Eric was like " I love Annie because she painted a picture of the lead singer of Underoath." That was sweet. People got worn out because Iliana played last.

They were awesome, people really love their music. I'm so proud of Robi because she loved Iliana. I'm even more super proudr of Joey. He's doing what he's always wanted to do, and even--from what it looks like--taking care of his family. Di seems very supportive which I love because it's fun to hang out with her. And I love her yo. But Joey is such a little rockstar, the best part is he doesn't let it get to his head, neither does John or Wes. well Wes sometimes does but I just think it's because he's a moron. (jk incase you didn't notice)

Sunday rolled around. Maybe my weekend wasn't that great. Because we went to IHOP after the show so I was dying the next morning, 4 hours sleep and wild children? HECKYAS! Oh em gee--these kids didn't get play outside before junior church so they were pretty wild. Did I mention they were four? Yeah. I was beat. wes gave me a ride home.

Last night was SNACTIVITY night. We had smokey bones. Eric was like really wanted me to come over and I really wanted to go over there becuase I haven't seen his new place yet but someday I will. We both don't drive so it's frustrating. He managed to make it over to the church. I gave him his Spoken CD and I was like "It was $10 but for you $8, then you can buy me a cookie." And I looked at the check and it was for $15!! I was like "Eric!!" But he insisted. So now I have food money. If only I could cash it and get to Walmart. Someday...someday. He's such a sweetie. It was cute because he walked in and everyone was like "HEEEEEEY" and he walked straight over to me and put his arm around me. LoLZZzz1!!!!!11!!!11!34

So we were txting eachother a lot after that, but we're both pretty much addicted to txting. I told him he looked good last night and he said "You looked really good, you hair looks great." Flattering. Then I said he was looking sauve for a night of bowling. Then he agreed with me that I was like a bowl of fresh otmeal with brown sugar on top...hot and sweet. I wonder why I said brown sugar? Surely I'm more of a cain sugar chick but who knows.

Well I've blogging for sometime! I should be doing some data entry for homework, which I will! I better go. But in general I had a great Sat night and a great Sun night because a new fresh friendship with a cool person, Eric. This friendship will rock because we both rock and are cool nice people.

Alright for real I'm out I have 10 mins until my meeting with my advisor. I hope Robi is ok.

BLOGG OUT.